My head is spinning...

My head is spinning, throughout the day,
I have been running, sourly at the bay.
I keep on running, don't know where, 
My heart lamenting, nobody to share.

Is it my fault, or is it destiny?
Why did it start, to end as a memory?
Why is it me, always the one to lose?
And why is it she, the lady I chose?

Dreams and walks, gone are those days,
Standing by the rocks, I saw her face.
Beautiful were her eyes, though filled with tears,
It wasn't a disguise, and I had my fears.

 She left me forever, "Forget me", she said
I can do that never, even if I am dead. 
Shattered are my dreams, just like a glass,
Unheard are my screams, lost in a mass.

 My head is spinning, throughout the day,
I have been running, sourly at the bay.
I keep on running, don't know where,
 My heart lamenting, nobody to share.